Tuesday, November 07, 2006
{ Tuesday, November 07, 2006 }
Why?.. why leave me and go away now? I`ve done nothing.
Loving u is not a crime. i thought u loved me. i thought u needed me as i much as i needed u.
u cnt just do this to me. U are not ruining my life. without u I have no life. U are my life. and with that snatched away. how am i suppose to live?.. Ur name is tattoted in my heart. I cnt just let it disappear by it self. I need u. I love u. I want u. U say that the pain wont last long for me. but will last long for urself. but u are wrong. Did u cry? did u eat? I lost my appetite to eat. Did u sleep? i was up the whole night. thinking.thinking. u will come back.But i dunno the answer yet. just dun do this to me. I need ur support. When u were with me. i found my happiness. when u were with me i could find the courage to walk.but now without u i barely can stand on my own two feet. God took u away from me. Now he must bring u back. If he don`t.I swear to him. I`d cut myself as deep as i can. Or i`d just commit sucide.I mean everything i just typed. And u noe im reffering to eu man..
Thats it. Hope u come back to me. hope u take me back.
Love. SHAREN x(( [[defeated]]